Wednesday, April 16, 2008
~ Dreams or Nightmare? ~
11:22:00 pm
There's a Malay saying that goes, "
Mimpi itu adalah permainan tidur"... In direct translation, it means that dreams are "sleep's play"... Or to make it sound better, it is actually the work of our sleep...
But to me, I believe that dreams, or even nightmares, are results of our subconscious mind... Whatever we thought or felt while we were awake, and when we suppress them into our deepest and inner most mind, it shows during our sleep as a form of dream or nightmare...
Just again yesterday, I dreamt about him, my ex-boyfriend... Yes, I admit, I was pre-occupied over something that I read over some sources, just before I slept... I went to bed with my mind filled with much thoughts and emotions, that it showed in my dreamland... And it didn't happen just once, but twice, within the same night... And to count for it, this is the second time it happened to me, having dreamt about him a few nights ago...
Maybe I have been suppressing too much of my feelings when I am awake... And instead, it appeared to me when I'm asleep... And if this goes on much longer, I will never have a peaceful sleep... And my dreams will soon turn into nightmares...
*Sigh*... Why is it so hard to get over someone? And worse, why does he have to appear in my dreams? I'd rather have a dreamless night than to have him appear in my dreams, over and over again...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
